I went to sleep laughing so hard last night

first off, it was definetly a biorhythm down day for me yesterday....I was, shall you say, a bit cranky?  Sleeping in the floor and the stress of the move kicked in a touch.

I wasn't my best self.  Lashed out a phil several times,  one of the times I was trying to reset my brain, I went and laid down, I was praying...asking for a little guidance and peace.  Then I got a bit perturbed thinking about Sunday's message.

Came out to let phil know it was the dumbest parable ever!! Not at all any more peaceful.
How in the heck am I supposed to be on fertile soil?  I'm just a seed.  I can't help where I'm thrown,  I don't know that seeds can decide where they want to be.  When I garden, I put the seeds down...,,they don't jump around or change position.

Needless to say, I made it through the day without emploding.

When we were falling asleep, I told phil I hoped I had a calmer day.  He replied, "I sure do hope I don't do something stupid in my sleep tonight to set you off tomorrow."